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Finally got the time to edit that awfully curt disclaimer. Wasn't written by me, it was written by the (slightly angsty?) creator of this skin. Anyway, welcome to my blog :) I update once every month or so...
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Written on: Thursday, October 27, 2011
Time: 2:03 PM
I've been thinking that recently, I am really not living up to my maximum prettiness. Does that make sense? Because all I've been doing is not caring about what I wear as long as it's comfortable, not bothering to learn to apply makeup because I'm very lazy to put it on every time I leave the house. Oh, don't even get me started on the hair.
I'm such a dork and I know I complained about this possibly 23749173 times already that I'm not pretty enough and surely there'll be people who tell me natural, fresh-faced beauty is the best. Okay that may be true but the problem is that I'm not a fresh-faced beauty (my face is pimply and I have a lot of blackheads which I do nothing about, plus do you even want to know about the eyebags?) so I've been wondering if I should break out of my ugly otaku look and finally begin to make an effort to look prettier. I also know (or maybe feel) that out of all the guys that claim natural beauty is the most attractive, 90% of them would rather go out with a girl who looks like this....
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Rather than this...
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Okay and I picked my best photo without makeup ever. And in case you think my eye is extra shiny I was wearing Bausch and Lomb's monthly colorless contact lenses... (do those count?) I didn't pick my facebook ones because you got see before then maybe you sian of my face there PLUS the nicest photos I have of myself there cannot even see my face, just side profiles or top profiles. LOL #sadlife (but anyway as I was typing this I uploaded this photo to my Facebook)
I keep whining about how bothersome it is but in the end I wonder 'why didn't I try earlier?'
I don't blame anyone though... If it were me, I'd pick Atom (that's her real name) over myself. Wait whut
....
But seriously though. I did buy some makeup products recently but prettify-ing yourself can be so expensive. Plus painful. My mother says I have to get my eyebrows done soon and I totally agree but they hurt :(
Okay I'll tell you the truth now. I tried putting makeup on myself before but its so badly done because I ended up looking like a tranny. Look at SSM for example. You will mistake me for a guy because I just can't look good with my hair all off my face.
ITS NOT FUNNY!!! STOP LAUGHING!!
I know I look like Nigel (circled in orange) and perhaps he looks prettier than me.Then you look at the rest of the girls, at least you can distinguish them as girls!!! I can't even tell if I'm a guy or girl in the picture!
My daddy even asked me if I wanted to go for some make up classes. I didn't know exactly how to interpret his suggestion but oh well... (I said no btw.) I guess this kind of maturity and learning can only come with age? No?
Anyway, I'll try to be prettier, but as long as I'm happy and loved, its okay right? I have a wonderful Father up there who loves me no matter what I look like, and that is the greatest assurance ever.
I'm such a dork.
Anyway yup, blogging in bed again. No school on a thursday woohoo! (But that's just cos on the first day of school there's no tutorial.)
PS. I've been receiving negative feedback regarding me in centre parting... anyone has any opinions?
xoxo G
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Written on: Thursday, October 27, 2011
Time: 2:03 PM
I've been thinking that recently, I am really not living up to my maximum prettiness. Does that make sense? Because all I've been doing is not caring about what I wear as long as it's comfortable, not bothering to learn to apply makeup because I'm very lazy to put it on every time I leave the house. Oh, don't even get me started on the hair.
I'm such a dork and I know I complained about this possibly 23749173 times already that I'm not pretty enough and surely there'll be people who tell me natural, fresh-faced beauty is the best. Okay that may be true but the problem is that I'm not a fresh-faced beauty (my face is pimply and I have a lot of blackheads which I do nothing about, plus do you even want to know about the eyebags?) so I've been wondering if I should break out of my ugly otaku look and finally begin to make an effort to look prettier. I also know (or maybe feel) that out of all the guys that claim natural beauty is the most attractive, 90% of them would rather go out with a girl who looks like this....
.
.
.
.
Rather than this...
.
.
.
.
Okay and I picked my best photo without makeup ever. And in case you think my eye is extra shiny I was wearing Bausch and Lomb's monthly colorless contact lenses... (do those count?) I didn't pick my facebook ones because you got see before then maybe you sian of my face there PLUS the nicest photos I have of myself there cannot even see my face, just side profiles or top profiles. LOL #sadlife (but anyway as I was typing this I uploaded this photo to my Facebook)
I keep whining about how bothersome it is but in the end I wonder 'why didn't I try earlier?'
I don't blame anyone though... If it were me, I'd pick Atom (that's her real name) over myself. Wait whut
....
But seriously though. I did buy some makeup products recently but prettify-ing yourself can be so expensive. Plus painful. My mother says I have to get my eyebrows done soon and I totally agree but they hurt :(
Okay I'll tell you the truth now. I tried putting makeup on myself before but its so badly done because I ended up looking like a tranny. Look at SSM for example. You will mistake me for a guy because I just can't look good with my hair all off my face.
ITS NOT FUNNY!!! STOP LAUGHING!!
I know I look like Nigel (circled in orange) and perhaps he looks prettier than me.Then you look at the rest of the girls, at least you can distinguish them as girls!!! I can't even tell if I'm a guy or girl in the picture!
My daddy even asked me if I wanted to go for some make up classes. I didn't know exactly how to interpret his suggestion but oh well... (I said no btw.) I guess this kind of maturity and learning can only come with age? No?
Anyway, I'll try to be prettier, but as long as I'm happy and loved, its okay right? I have a wonderful Father up there who loves me no matter what I look like, and that is the greatest assurance ever.
I'm such a dork.
Anyway yup, blogging in bed again. No school on a thursday woohoo! (But that's just cos on the first day of school there's no tutorial.)
PS. I've been receiving negative feedback regarding me in centre parting... anyone has any opinions?
xoxo G
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